a journey

we are trying really hard to go on a very important journey. we both feel strongly that we must go on a vision quest to portland to see natasha khan, someone we both consider to be a sort of shaman. we've really been struggling to come up with enough money to make this happen, and we've been working our asses off. if we can make the money that we need, we will not be sleeping in hotels or eating even fast food. we are going to leave with just enough money to pay for gas. we'll sleep in the car: in the desert on the way there and outside the city when we get there. not sure what we will eat yet. we'll only have three days to get there and three to get back. we are truthfully not even sure that it is possible, but it seems that no matter how much it looks like it isn't going to work out, it still somehow seems like we are meant to go.