Tuesday, August 24, 2010

well it seems that this has been quite a rough summer so far. things are sure just becoming more confusing and even when i think things will be turning around they seem to go into an even deeper negativity. people everywhere seem to be acting unkind towards one another, and unfortunately im finding myself on the receiving end of that unkindness quite often. its even as if every instance of good i try to put out there is met with a barrage of bad. the futility of the situation is rather strange.


chicago did not go so well. even though we were perfectly capable and planning on walking downtown to the bus, a friend offered to pick us up and drop us off. they did not show up, and by the time we realized they were not coming, we had only 12 minutes. we had to run with our heavy bags through the village and the park, sweating in the heat and looking crazy to all of the rude bystanders. we made the bus, but just barely. then began a weekend of being treated poorly by others, being broke, and amber having a sprained ankle from the run (that we initially thought might have been a fracture). it was a rough weekend.

things have changed since then, but it appears as if we are in some kind of rut. even really good things that come along seem to be turning bad a few moments later.not sure whats going on. i know that mercury just entered retrograde, and it has been brought to our attention a few times that this will be affecting everyone until mid-september. im gonna try to keep my head on straight. im gonna try to get some positive energy going for both amber and i, and just deal with everything one day at a time.

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